Wednesday, March 6, 2019
Be merciful, O Lord, for we have sinned. Psalm 51
Awa. Ito ang pinakadiwa ng lahat. Sa pagsisimula natin ng Kuwaresma, mainam na magsimula sa mas malalim na pag-unawa sa awa.
Often when we think about Lent, we think of it with a sort of dread. “I have to give something up,” we often think. But if that is our thought then we are missing the point. Do I “have to” give something up? Well, yes and no. It’s true that God wills this and has spoken this practice of self-denial and self-discipline to us through His Church. That is true. But it’s much more of an invitation to grace than the imposition of a burden.
Giving something up is really all about entering into God’s abundant mercy on a deeper level. It’s about being freed from all that binds us and it helps us experience the new life we so deeply seek. Giving something up could refer to something as simple as fasting from a food or drink. Or, it can be any intentional act that requires a certain self-denial. But this is good! Why? Because it strengthens us in our spirit and our will. It strengthens us to be more resolved to say yes to God on that complete level.
So often in life we are controlled by our emotions and desires. We have an impulse for this or that or to do this or that and we often let those impulses or desires control us. Entering into a practice of self-denial helps strengthen us to control our disordered tendencies rather than being controlled by them. And this applies to much more than just food and drink. It applies to many things in life including our life of virtue, especially our charity.
Ang pinakadiwa ng awa ay pag-ibig. Ito ay pag-ibig sa paraang nais ng Diyos na tayo ay umibig. Ito ay ang pagiging malayang magpasakop nang lubusan sa pag-ibig upang, sa huli, ang tanging nais nating gawin ay umibig. Maaaring mahirap itong gawing nakagawian sa ating buhay, ngunit ito ang bukal ng ating kagalakan at kaganapan.
Mercy, in particular, is an act of love that, in a sense, is not deserved by another. It’s a free gift that is given purely from the motivation of love. And this is exactly the love God gives us. God’s love is all mercy. And if we want to receive that mercy then we also have to give it. And if we want to give it we need to properly dispose ourselves to giving mercy. This is accomplished, in part, by our little acts of self-denial.
Kaya gawin mong makabuluhan ang Kuwaresmang ito, ngunit huwag kang manatili sa pag-iisip na pabigat ang mga sakripisyo sa Kuwaresma. Mahalagang bahagi ang mga ito ng landas tungo sa buhay na nais ipagkaloob sa atin ng Diyos.
Lord, may this Lent be truly fruitful in my life. May it be a grace and a joy to embrace all that You wish to bestow upon me. Jesus, I do trust in You.
Higit pang mga Pagninilay sa Ebanghelyo
Mga Pagninilay sa Inaawit na Awa ng Diyos
Mga Sanggunian para sa Kuwaresma
Introduction: 40 Days at the Foot of the Cross: A Gaze of Love from the Heart of Our Blessed Mother
